From Atjeh to Mejong Lodaja, part 5 Reading time: approx 10 min
Boeyoeng had regarded Engko as a kind of sister from an early age. Was it so strange that he saw a father figure in Willem? But Willem didn't like him. He chased him away when he showed up on the front porch. And yet, despite his pride, he stuck around as Engko's father unfolded his plans for a tiger trap to Talib, the new tracker. It was 1873, Boeyoeng was ten years old and he imagined that this is how, and nothing else, a father should be. A tough man who took initiative, who was not afraid of anything, who may have gotten into trouble sometimes, but who always managed to solve the problems. Of course he knew that Willem was not his father, but he made no secret of his veneration. He crouched near the house where William could not see him and watched the two men on the front porch longingly. He felt big enough to think about that special trap in which a tiger would be caught. 'We could make a gangway,' he heard Talib say. Willem was bent over a drawing with the pencil in his mouth. 'Uh uh. The tipping point has to be just right. If the plank turns too early or too late, the tiger will jump away.' 'The plank must be strong enough, it must not bend. The tiger should not actually notice that it is walking onto a gangway. And the pit into which he falls must be deep enough.' Boeyoeng would like to shout: I have a better idea! Sometimes he acknowledged Talib when he had ended his meeting with Willem. Talib was more patient. He wanted to listen to Boeyoeng, but no matter how he begged, Talib did not want to put in a good word for him with Willem. Boeyoeng dreamed of going on safari with Willem. Then he carried his gun and Willem taught him how to shoot. Sometimes he fantasized that Willem had once lain on the tikar with his mother and that he was actually his real father, but he knew very well that they had never shared a sleeping mat and he could also tell from the color of his skin - when he compared it to Engko's skin – that his real father must be native. 'Poison,' Willem suggested. 'We haven't tried that yet.' Boeyoeng raised his eyebrows in surprise. He had never heard of it before, that a tiger could be captured with poison. 'That's because,' Talib pointed out, 'because we don't have any good poison here in Sumatra. Then we would have to source that from Java.' Boeyoeng's thoughts turned more toward a box into which the tiger could be lured. He presented it to Talib who thought it was a good idea and then ran with it as his own. Boeyoeng felt passed over. This had been a great opportunity to get in Willem's good graces, but Talib had robbed him of that opportunity. Disappointed, he watched as Talib took the credit. The tracker drew the cage on Willem's large white sheet. 'We tie a goat to a post inside the cage.The tiger is coming towards the goat…' 'By the smell and the panicked bleating.' Boeyoeng saw it exactly. He couldn't contain himself and jumped onto the front porch. 'A trap door, a trap door must close when the tiger is in it.' A resounding turn around his ears was his thanks and he walked away humiliated. Deep inside him, his love for the white man fought with another feeling. A budding hatred.